Relink!!

Hey guys, I’m no longer using this blog. Pls check me/relink on this link – www.youre-deep-inside-my-heart.blogspot.com thanks~!!

Dumped Blog…

There is some problem with my blog… Mayde I’ll start a new one… xD. a new life, circle of friends, environment makes my mind fresher. And of course, I grew up, with the help of my new darlings. xD~

STAR Memories…!<3 forever

Thursday, my last day in STAR… I hope time will slow there forever, it was the best day I had in STAR n my secondary life… That day was a very excited, touched, happy n sad day… Ill start telling my best day… LOL

First, went to Chinese class with Zi Ling. It was the last day I tumpang Zi Ling’s car… Kind of heavy hearted. Then, went Chinese class. Pn Chiah started teaching lik normal. But this is my last Chinese class, it was FUN! I enjoyed it. Pn Chiah asked everyone to say something to me at the end. End up, everyone laughing. LOL. Pn Chiah help me to take some pics during the class. Kian Foo believed me tat I say I goin USA. Haha, dam cute la he…

Next, went to canteen… Everyone came, Suz crying, Kash crying, Sze Nee dare not look at me, Jack talked to me, Yih Xiang came n gave me a gift, Loretta came too with a gift, Kat with a gift n kept on telling me dun cry dun cry, Wi Jin came with a gift from herself n Kash, Suz running here n there dunno do wat, Bryan came too with a gift,  Max, Jona and some others came n shouting. I was crying lik hell… Zhi Yang gave me a gift too. Joey, Nicole, Leanne, Kiren n Jaswinderpal said goodbye to me, Jas n Kiren said PJ guys are much more better than Klang guys, haha. Ellysa came n wished me All The Best, wat a surprise!

Went to class with a handful of gifts then sat there with everybody talking n crying, of course… KH teacher din come so we enjoyed…

(Keep updated… due to not enough time! lol) text n photos…

 

Me n Zi Ling in library

Me n Mei Hua in library

Chinese Class

Chinese Class

Canteen

Me n Naveenah

Me n Yih Xiang

Me n Jona

Me n Bryan

2 JAYA

Suzanne leng lui…~

2 JAYA

Li Phing n Kat leng lui…!

Darsshan- peace!

Darsshan n Yih Xiang

Max n Jack- wow…

Max, Yih Xiang, Jin Ren, Chung, Jona, Cheng, Zee Jun, Jay, Jack n ME!!

Yen Lynn n Me

Jia Min, Me n Sze Nee

Me, Li Phing n Serena

Junior- Nisha n Me

Me n Pn Leela

Me, Suz n Navee- superb!

Me n Pn Meena

Me n Suz… Awesome!

Me n Bryan- Cute!

Yi Han(sot), Shang Ren(cool), Bryan(Cute), Me!

Loretta n Me… Cute

Yih Xiang n Chin Wu

Kash n Me

Jin Wei, Naz, Me, Vicky, Nazrul, Taufiq

Leaving STAR…

Hey guys, I guess its a bit late I post this. I transfered to SMJK Katolik, PJ. its really hard to make decisions but I made this after thinking a thousand times, its better for my future… I guess its also good to make some changes sometimes, I hope it will bring good changes n differences.

Leaving STAR… Very very difficult… Flash back all the memories, the school, friends, teachers i knew so well. Its very hard to do this, crying everyday thinking of it… The school, where I spent my Form 1 n Form 2 as a normal kid to a STAR pengawas, from a normal kid to a student who learned plenty of things… The teachers, who were all so dedicated, caring, funny… The friends, who shared all my laughter, tears, time when we studied, having fun…

I will always remember everything i had in STAR, this memories will last for eternity…I really left with a heavy heart, but Ill do my best! with all the wishes from my teachers n friends, I will try my very best to do well in the school. I wont disappoint anyone! Last but not least, GOOD LUCK to everyone n TAKE CARE!!!!

Eclipse!!!~

Eclipse, the third series of The Twilight Saga, juz only came out… I went to watch with Zi Ling, on 10th of july. We wanted to call more friends but others din get to arrange their time…( this is a very late post…)

We went to JJ. Watched at 1:30, the seat was awesome… Lol, I fell in love with Riley Biers, and of course JACOB BLACK!!! The newborn vampires were awesome too, but pityful Bree Tanner get killed by the Volturi( Jane n Felix). Rosalie looks very pretty in Eclipse, n Jasper not bad too. Jasper’s story was kind of pityful, n Rosalie’s story iwas sad… She didnt have a choice.

I love that part when Jacob said ” I am hotter than you” to Edward, n the part Jacob goes near Bella when he was a wolf. I lik Eclipse more than New Moon. I am looking forward to Breaking Dawn! Cant wait!

After that, we went to Vivo. Ate mushroom baked rice, haha. Actually the before I went to movie, I went for a poster competition. It was bad… haha. Here are some pics about the incredible movie:-

The Cullen Family…

Jacob…

Riley Biers- The newborn created by Victoria

Victoria…

Jane- The Volturi

These characters are characters i like in Eclipse ( not really Victoria) lol…

My DEAD Blog…

Hey, guys… I am really sorry for my dead blog. I am kind of lazy to update. Life’s a long story, I cant get to remember wat happen everyday. Haha… Ill try to keep it updated soon:)

不需要的回忆!

有很多事情是忘不掉的,一些不需要在意的回忆,应该忘记.可是¸我总是忘不掉. 这并不代表我还在意你,是因为你把我伤得太重了,让我记得我恨你.你把我伤到连我自己也看不清我自己,当时的我不知道为什么你要这么做,但,现在我清醒了,懂事了,明白,这一切都是为你个人的利益.你在我的回忆里是一个永远有着一颗黑色的心的一个恶魔.当我接触那些让我想起你的歌曲,物品时,我会更加恨你,这让我也恨起那些东西.

如果有一天,我们在有机会说话.我会很坚定.但,我还是不会原谅你…

我爱他…

丁当 – 我爱他

一首很动听的歌, 让我情不自禁地爱上了它…

他的轻狂留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好

Justin Bieber, Sean Kingston- Eenie Meenie

I fell in love with this song, the music video. Justin Bieber rocks! Lol.

Eenie Meenie

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

Shes indecisive
She cant decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
Im Mr Right

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after this song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

You cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)
Let me show you what youre missin
Paradise
With me youre winning girl
You dont have to roll the dice
Tell me what youre really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Dont leave me out here dancin alone

Cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (la la la la) let, let her

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin & Sean)
Cant make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please dont waste my time, time, time, time, time
Im not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Ohhhh

A LATEEEE post…

Sorry, guys… It was a very late post, exams made me mad. I was kind of lazy to online… I will update more during school holidays. Lol

A (many surprises) day…

Today, went to school for BC class. Not really fun as it was in makmal Science, dam hot. Came out n saw Suzanne the lame girl who said that she was goin to Ipoh. XD. Cikgu Osmayati din com, YAY!! Skip cooking. Lol, but I missed her when Cikgu Suzeliyanti came in n called the whole class to stand, until everybody keep quiet!

I, Serena, Navee, Nazrin n Nazrul were the first batch to “jaga class”. So stupid la… Then, Pn Hasliza came in! I missed her, 1 Jaya Maths teacher 2009. Moral period, Miss Tan came in, talked about how she stole rambutans, played cooking when she was small. Lol, dam funny.

After recess time was when my first surprise came, I dunno how to describe it. It was like I get to find a favourite but lost long ago star back… I din know this day would come, my heart soften, no more anger, blur or anything bad in my mind. I hope this would last, I cant bare to lose it again, I dont want to…

Solat time, Sj time, my second surprise came. Nobody ever did that to me before, it was my first time. Blur standing there, laughing, and dunno what to respond… Fell down n hurt my knee. XD, everybody saw, It was like I get a star that I read from a fairytale book always…

I wont write who is the main character in this 2 surprises, but it will remain in my heart forever… I wont forget. Thanks to u guys, I felt hope n laughter…

Unfinished Tasks for Me!

There are so dam many unfinished tasks for me now, seriously. Busy!

1)Memorize ujian lisan kumpulan 

2)Finish English project(process) 

3)Practice The Phantom of the Opera presentation 

4)Finish my 3 new storybook

5) Find maklumat for Science project

6) Buy ingredients for fired rice( KH )

7) Discuss about Sivik project

8) Practice my guitar

Taylor Swift…15

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It’s the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain’t seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody’s way

It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
“You know, I haven’t seen you around before”

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen feeling like there’s nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you’re gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you’re best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they’re so cool
We’ll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you’re on your very first date and he’s got a car
And you’re feeling like flying
And you’re momma’s waiting up and you’re thinking he’s the one
And you’re dancing ’round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
When you’re fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin ’round
But in your life you’ll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn’t know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

‘Cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You’re gonna believe them
And when you’re fifteen, don’t forget to look before you fall
I’ve found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you’re supposed to be
I didn’t know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors.

Chess competition…XD

Today, was the chess competition organised by the library. I didnt prepare or learn to play, I straight went to the library with Suzanne. Sat down there, laughing for no reason, while we “played”. Mei Hua was all the while beside us and teaching us, lol. Half way, Mei Hua cannot settle us edi, she go call Bryan. Then he came, explained everything, while I still dun understand. XD.

End up, Suzanne let me win, coz we didnt really play. Lol. Then, I went with Zee Jun. He at first let me win a bit, but end up he cannot tahan liao coz I really was a lousy player.  Bryan came again, then he help me play. He played for me at least half of the game. Then he explain everything again, this tima I understood a bit. Hehe.

Zee Jun won at last. Lol, then I went back to class. Maths was a SUPER BORIIING period, Miss Tan taught Pytagoras’ Theoram(dunno how to spell). The topic was so confused… then, finally, IT RAINED!!! No need perhimpunan, that was the best thing for pengawas. Hahax.

Banjir again, but this time I didnt fall. Lol, boring…

D’ lesson

Well, I don know exactly how to start but it is clear in my heart. I remembered EVERYTHING. Every single, stupid thing. It was like a lesson which I will always remember with black image. I wont say it is my fault, becoz it wasnt at all. It was u who started it, u who brought this whole thing to everyone.

U who changed my mind, u who created the damn freaking useless idiot story that didnt bring anything good to me. But, at first I din hate u, I forgave u many times. Humans have limits, that was ur problem, not mine, u did that to me, hoping me to disappear. But, GOD knows what is happening, I came back with my brand new hope n life. Whatever u wanna say, wanna think, wanna do, I dun care. Thats none of my business.

Idont know what to say between us, I didnt want to be angry. But, u guys drove me into it,  hatred.

The conclusion is, I dun hate or angry with anyone now. I dun wanna care. Be my part, thats my job. Whatever u do, thats nothing to do with me, juz wanna say the lesson is kind of effective, but u wont smile long…